Tamarind (E05)

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A story that did not actually happen………yet.

Jamal raised one eyebrow and pulled the phone away from his ear, and looked at the screen as though he wanted to confirm it was really Emefa’s number he had dialed. What did she mean their wedding was off? And then she’d said goodbye and hung up? Emefa could not be serious. Either way, there would be no point in calling her back. He knew she would either ignore the call or reject it. He tossed his phone on his bed and lay down with both hands under his head. If he had felt tired and sleepy earlier, he was very much awake now. He picked up his phone and started to check sports highlights instead, and then eventually, dozed off.

The next morning, Emefa woke up, thinking of the decision she had taken. She was not going to risk it and marry Jamal, not with the little she had seen, no. Yes, she loved Jamal. Yes, she believed he was amazing and just right for her. But was that enough? In one of their counselling sessions, they had been told that their marriage meant their families would be united. She was glad she had had that talk with her sister. It had given her the push she needed to do the right thing. It was the right thing to do, right? But why did she feel like she had a weight on her shoulders instead of feeling relieved?

She got out of bed, brushed her teeth and went downstairs for breakfast. She froze when she got to the bottom of the stairs. Jamal was seated in the hall, talking to her parents. The trio went quiet when they saw her.

“Um, good morning.” Emefa greeted nervously.

“Emefa, you’re up. I was about to ask your mother to come and wake you. Join us.” Her father replied.

“Um… I’m hungry. Wanted to get something to eat first.” Emefa replied, pointing to the kitchen door. She knew Jamal knew how much she hated involving her parents in their business. And yet here he was, sitting with them. Possibly filling them in? Great. She was going to get an earful from them on this issue.

“Oh it won’t take long. Come.” Her mother said, pointing to the couch Jamal was seated in, implying Emefa should sit next to him.

“Ma, I’m coming. Just give me a minute.” Then Emefa left for the kitchen. She looked around, it seemed the only thing available was cereal and then tea. Where was the usual holiday morning waakye for brunch? She did not feel like having a milky breakfast so cereal would not work. She checked the fridge to see what other options were available: some leftover egg stew, two-days-old banku, bottled water, vegetables, sliced cheese, wine. Great. Nothing. She opened the wine bottle, took a gulp, corked it, and placed it back in the compartment on the fridge door. She shut the fridge, and there stood her mother.

Jesus!”

“What are you calling Him for? Inviting Him to the ‘communion’ you are having for breakfast?” Her mother said sarcastically.

“Ma, you really shouldn’t be creeping up on people like that, especially me. I don’t like it.”

“Madam, you are not ‘people’. You are my daughter. If you want to decide what you like and don’t like, you can do that when you’ve moved out. Speaking of, I have been meaning to ask you: where are you two staying after the wedding?”

But why was her mother still asking about where they will live at this point? Hadn’t Jamal told them the wedding was cancelled? Or was her mother just pretending not to know? Emefa wondered, but played along: “Oh…um…. we’re going to be at Jamal’s apartment.” Emefa moved to sit, pulled the cereal box closer and started nibbling on bits of cornflakes.

“Same one he’s living in now?” Her mother asked.

“Yup.”

“Didn’t you say it was his aunt’s property he was taking care of?”

“Oh no. It belongs to his parents. They rent out the other apartments and he stays in one of the units to keep an eye on the property.”

“I see.”

“Ma, what is it?”

“Oh nothing. At least they do not live next door. I am just hoping you will also not run away from home, and come back to stay here for 7 months under the pretense of getting help with your baby some day.” Just then Maame walked in. Ma Rose quickly changed the topic. “Emefa, Jamal was saying you two want to move the wedding up.”

Emefa was silent. So Jamal had really not told them the wedding was off?

“Why, Emefa, is there something necessitating this?” Maame chipped in. She grabbed a handful of the cornflakes for herself, then moved to lean on the counter. Emefa looked at her sister. Maame had a quizzical look, with her eyes were widened, and her gaze shifting from Emefa’s face to Emefa’s belly, then back to her face. Then Maame added, “Should we be planning a baby shower instead of a bridal shower?”

Emefa spat out the cereal she had been nibbling on. “Huh?”

“She means, why the rush? What’s happening?” Ma asked.

“Oh nothing.” Emefa replied.

“Well, if you say so. Leave the cereal and join us so we can conclude. Your father and I have other things to attend to this morning.”

Emefa hesitated. Really, Jamal, really?! She followed her mother to the hall and reluctantly sat next to Jamal. He reached out and held her hand. She flinched, but did not move away. She did not want her parents to ask questions. She would address him when they were alone.

Her dad started, “Jamal was just telling us his family has finalised the date for the knocking; next week. He also says you two are considering moving the wedding date up to next month instead. It’s not a problem if that’s what you want. It’s just that, we need to inform those who will be representing us that day, so they can plan and prepare.”

“Oh okay. “ Emefa could not believe her ears.

“Anyway, excuse us. We need to start making some calls.” Her father said. Then both he and Emefa’s mother left.

Once alone with Jamal, Emefa turned and looked at him angrily, “What exactly do you think you are doing?

Jamal looked at the glass of juice he had in his hand. “Drinking juice in my in-laws’ house.”

“Oh don’t play with me, you know exactly what I mean. Why are you lying to my parents!” Emefa retorted.

“I’m not lying. I’m simply moving our wedding closer so we can be over and done with it, as a way to help you deal with the cold feet.”

“What?!”

Jamal smiled. “Why else would you say the things you said to me last night if you were not panicking? I know you Emefa. You tend to run away from situations you’d rather not face.” Then he checked the time. “We need to head out soon if we want to make it in time for the prewedding shoot.”

“Ah. Wait, wait. Jamal. Meaning what? I’m not going anywhere. I told you that already.”

“Babes, please go and get ready, let’s go for our photoshoot. You know I don’t like taking pictures. I’m only doing this for you.”

“Jamal, it’s like you are not taking me seriously.” Emefa said, sounding exasperated

“I’m actually taking you very seriously, and that’s why I’m here.” He leaned in close and looked in her eyes, then he leaned in closer to her ear, his cheek touching hers seriously, and whispered: “Babes, I’m not letting you go. What will I do without you in my life? I can’t do life with anyone else but you. Our wedding…..it’s happening.”

Emefa hated the effect Jamal had on her. He knew very well she loved it when he whispered directly in her ear. She had said the wedding was off yet with just a whisper, coupled with the warmth of his breath on her neck, Jamal was making her rethink her decision. No, she will not fall for it this time. She would tell him again that breaking up is best. Then she would ask him to leave and never contact her again. She parted her lips, to say, ‘I’m sorry but you need to leave.’, but instead, Emefa found herself saying: “Give me 5 minutes, Ji. I’ll be right back.” She sprang out of her seat and ran upstairs.

A few minutes later, Emefa returned, holding a bag with her change of clothes for the photoshoot. Jamal smiled as they walked to the car. He opened the door for her to get in, then moved round to the other side and got in too. Jamal started the engine, turned on some music and headed for their photoshoot. Jamal took Emefa’s hand and kissed it gently. ‘Ohhhh this guy!’ Emefa thought. He really knows just which buttons to press.

They arrived a few minutes late for the photoshoot. Jamal apologised on their behalf and they changed and got started. After taking a few pictures, the photographer stopped, walked up to them and showed them a few of the shots he had taken.

“Oh they’re nice.” Emefa commented

“They’re nice but you’re not smiling.” The photographer replied.

I am. Can’t you even see my teeth here?”

“Er….Hmmmm…. you may be smiling in the pictures but only with your lips. The rest of your face is not smiling. Your eyes look blank.” The photographer explained.

“I- I guess I’m just feeling a bit tired. I don’t think I’m prepared. Maybe if we could reschedule it…” Emefa started.

“If you’re tired, we can reschedule but there’s a 30% surcharge for doing that since we already made it here today. Could you please try for us?” The photographer asked.

Jamal looked at Emefa. “Don’t worry. Let’s do it again. Babes, just relax and follow my lead.”

Jamal placed his right hand on Emefa’s waist, looked deeply into her eyes and mouthed: “I love you, Babe.” Then he leaned in and whispered “I could never stop loving you, Babe.” Emefa closed her eyes and smiled.

“Great. Whatever you’re doing to our bride, it’s working. Keep going.” The photographer said to Jamal.

Jamal span Emefa round so she was facing the camera, with her back was against him. He placed both hands on her waist and leaned close. Then he whispered again, “I can’t wait to make you mine, Babes.” Emefa opened her eyes.

“The smile is in the eyes now.” The photographer called out from behind the camera. Then gave them a thumbs-up.

Jamal continued, “God had me in mind when He made you, Babe.” “I do not want loving you to stop ever, Babe.”

Emefa tried not to get carried away by the things Jamal was saying to her. Since when did her fiancé become so romantic? Was he just trying to get her to loosen up for the pictures or he actually meant to say these things? Emefa’s heart was pounding. Her mind was racing. She lifted her left hand and reached behind her. Without turning to look back, she wrapped it around Jamal’s neck. In response, Jamal kissed her softly on her neck and then said: It’s us against the world, Babes.” Just what Emefa needed to hear. More like us against Aunty Menaye and her drama, Emefa thought. Now more than ever, she could not wait to officially become Jamal’s wife.

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Tamarind (E04)

Welcome back!  As earlier: All events and characters in this story are fictional. Any resemblance to persons living or dead is purely coincidental. This story is for entertainment purposes only. (But of course, if you find this thought-provoking or insightful in any way, that works too. 😉) Now back to where we left off… (Catch up on previous Tamarind Episodes)

The drive back home from Aunty Menaye’s house was an uncomfortable one for both Emefa and Jamal. The car was filled with silence. They could practically hear each other’s thoughts. But neither said anything. Emefa had hoped Jamal would at least explain himself on their drive back, but he had said nothing. Maybe it was because Mark had joined them on their way back, asking them to drop him off at the mall. But Mark had gotten off now, why was Jamal still not talking? She cleared her throat but said nothing else.

Emefa could still not believe what had just happened. She knew Jamal was fully aware that agreeing to letting Aunty Menaye cut the cake with them was a stretch for her. But to go ahead and ask her to be the witness to the marriage in the register? Why would he do that? He had never even mentioned that part of the discussion with his dad to her. How many more surprises did he have up his sleeve? Who was this person she was about to commit to spending the rest of her life with? Without turning her head, she glanced at Jamal from the corner of her eye.

Jamal had his eyes fixed on the road with both hands on the steering wheel like a new driver. The AC was on but he was sweating. This was the most awkward drive he had ever had with Emefa. He was not fooled by her calm exterior. He knew she was fuming within, and not without good reason. He would have been upset in her shoes too. But there was no way he could have told her everything, not with the way she had reacted to the news about the cutting of their wedding cake. He had figured maybe, if she agreed to that, he could chip in signing the register as well. It was the only way this could work. He would make it up to her later, he thought. He turned onto Emefa’s street. It was calm and quiet. Today, they were not as late as they usually were. Jamal slowed down as he approached the third house from Emefa’s house.

“Don’t worry. We’re not that late. Just take me all the way to the gate.” Emefa finally spoke, breaking the silence.

Okay.” Jamal replied. At least she spoke to him eventually. That’s a good sign, he thought to himself. If there was anything he had learnt about Emefa in their time together, it was that she only spoke when she had started to cool down. He knew his fiancée, she’ll get over it. He took one hand off the steering wheel.

Babe, you know you rhymed just then? “We’re not that late, take me to the gate.” ” Jamal let out a short nervous laugh. Emefa did not laugh. She did not even smile back.

“We’re here my Emefs Estate.” Jamal said, trying to ease some of the tension, and get her to say something to him at least.

Thank you for bringing me home, Ji.” Emefa started to open the door, but Jamal reach out and stopped her.

“Baby, about earlier tonight. I’m sorry okay? I really did not have a say. There’s a lot going on and I do not want to give anyone any reason to say anything negative about us.”

“That’s a lot of ‘Any’s”. Emefa replied. Her face dead pan.

“Huh?”

ANYone ANY reason to say ANYthing negative…” Emefa said softly.

Another nervous laugh from Jamal.

“Don’t worry Ji. I get it perfectly. I understand everything.” Emefa moved to get out, then she paused, turned, planted a kiss on Jamal’s cheek and said: “Goodbye Ji. I’ll miss you”

“Goodnight Babe. I’ll miss you too. “ Jamal smiled. He knew his fiancée too well. He knew she’d come around.

Emefa walked up to the gate and lifted her finger to the bell. She did not care that she may wake her parents. If there was a lecture waiting, let it happen. She was tired already as things were. There was not much else that could possibly go wrong with her evening. She touched the bell, but before she could press it, the gate swang open. It was Kofi, her brother-in-law. He was breathing heavily. Without saying a word to Emefa, he pushed against her, and left. Emefa watched him go, in confusion. What could possibly be wrong? She knew he was very much aware of her presence, and yet had completely ignored her. She walked into the house and headed straight to Maame’s room.

Maame was seated on her bed. It was obvious she had been crying.

Maame, are you okay? What happened? I just saw Kofi leaving and….

“Oh it’s nothing.”

Really? You’re sitting here crying ’cause of nothing?

Who says I’m crying?

Emefa gave her a look and shook her head.

Then Maame replied, “Oh… you know. It’s just the usual marriage things you deal with sometimes. It’s really not a big deal.” She tried to hide her sadness with a smile. Emefa was not convinced.

Maame, you know you can tell me whatever is going on right? And forget all that ‘Unmarried people cannot give good marriage advice’ stuff. It’s not true. Tell me what’s really wrong.”

I said it’s not a big deal. Just let it go. You won’t understand. And I don’t want to ruin anything for you before you actually experience marriage for yourself.

Maame, my wedding is not very far off. I’m practically already married at this point.” Emefa covered her mouth with one hand, and looked over her shoulder, at the door. “I hope Ma did not hear me say that.”

Maame let out a short laugh. “She’s not even home. Both she and Daddy are at Honourable’s 70th birthday dinner.”

“Oh right. I forgot about that.”

Maame looked at Emefa. “How are things going with the counselling though? Had the session on sex yet?” She winked.

Emefa laughed, trying to conceal her concerns. “See your life? This is why you’re always pregnant. But no, none of that till about two weeks to the wedding. Right now, we’re on Conflict resolution.”

Oh okay.” Maame went silent for a while then said, “You know, they emphasize so much the bit on communication and conflict resolution, but forget that that’s not all. You only find out the rest when you’re already in. For starters, I really feel like people directly linked to the couple on both sides should be called in for counselling as well. But no. It’s just you two that go for premarital counselling. Then after you’re married, they’ll be holding family meetings to discuss how you spend your money, trying to determine what you eat, which schools your children go to; basically running your life. And, if you dare speak, you are being disrespectful and ungrateful. Fine. Do whatever. Now you are asking when I’m moving back home? How about never!

Emefa raised her eyebrows. “Um, Maame?”

Sorry. I just had to let it out. I’m tired! Ah!There’s just so much going on and I really didn’t want to drag you all into it.”

Emefa smiled at Maame. “We’re family. If you don’t drag us into it, who would you rather drag in?”

Maame looked at her sister and sighed. “I’m not happy at all in my marriage.”

Oh, I know. In fact we all do.”

You do?”

Ah, we’ve been waiting for you to tell us the real reason you’ve stayed here for close to 7 months when you said you and the kids would only be here for six weeks.”

Maame bowed her head

Emefa continued. “No one is kicking you out. I’m just saying, if you need anything, we’re here.”

Maame started: “You know Kofi has been eating at his mom’s house every single day since we got married?” She paused, then continued, “We never should have accepted the offer to stay in their outhouse on the same premises as they are.”

Emefa looked at her sister. “I don’t get it. Doesn’t that make things easier for you both? You have a place to take the kids if you need a babysitter. And with the food, it’s like you have a chef but you don’t have to pay, right? How is that a problem?

Initially, that’s what I thought too. But then I realised something: any time we went over for dinner, his mom would make comments which suggested I was being lazy by not cooking. I jokingly said to her once that both Kofi and I are not cooking though. The look she gave me, I learnt never to repeat that joke. So I stopped going but Kofi didn’t. Now, he is the only one who eats there. Thing is, because we used to have dinner with them daily, Kofi used to give his mom money for groceries. I didn’t mind. I hate going to the market anyways. So she would shop and drop them off at our house, but Kofi was still eating at hers. So basically, she cooks for my husband, brings me groceries to cook for myself, never even buys any of the things I want. You know, I asked her not to shop for me, and Kofi went berserk! It’s like his mother is his first wife and I’m a side piece Now he’s here this evening asking when I’m coming back home. He’s not serious. He can move in with his mother for all I care!

So let me get this straight: Kofi’s mom cooks for herself, his dad, and your husband. But then sends you groceries to cook for yourself?”

Maame nodded. “Yup.”

“Okay so shop and cook your own food erh?”

“You don’t get it. Even if I go and buy my own groceries, hers will still be in the house. Then Kofi gets upset.”

Then just throw them away.

“Emefa, first of all, I cannot keep up with it. For how long will I be doing that? And secondly, is the whole thing not just weird? It’s like I’m her domestic help or something. I don’t blame anyone though, it’s all me. I picked up on a few things just before the wedding, I just thought it was the devil planting doubts and fears.”

Emefa was quiet.

Don’t worry. Told you you wouldn’t get it. It’s difficult to explain. At least your future in-laws are not like that and they’re not even in the country so none of that drama for you.”

Emefa nodded, deep in thought. “Right.” Then she looked at Maame. “Let’s talk a bit more about this later.” Emefa stood up to go and looked at her baby niece, “If she wakes up during the night and you need a hand, I’m right next door as always. Night night.” Then she left for her own room.

Emefa stood in her room in the dark. She had not turned on the lights. She thought of what Maame had just said. “…. I picked up on a few things just before the wedding, I just thought it was the devil planting doubts and fears.” Could it be…? No, there was no way that could happen to her. She and Jamal would be living away from Aunty Menaye. That meant Aunty Menaye would not hold any influence in their home…. right? There really was no way of knowing.

Her phone started to vibrate. It was Jamal. Emefa answered “Hello?”

Emefs Estate.” Jamal teased. Emefa did not laugh like she usually would when Jamal called her that. Jamal continued, “Got home a while back but had to find something to eat first. Going to bed now.”

“Oh okay.”

Yeah. Anyway, so I’m picking you up at 11am tomorrow for the prewedding shoot right?”

Emefa was quiet, and then she asked: “Do you remember what I said when you dropped me off tonight?

Yes, you said you’ll miss me.” Jamal chuckled.

No, I meant before that.” Emefa said, almost sternly.

Not really. I think ‘Goodnight’?”

No, Jamal. I said, ‘Goodbye. I’ll miss you.’ “

Okay…..um, what has that got to do with the time I’m picking you tomorrow?

Pre-wedding shoots are for people that are actually getting married. We are not having one because there is no wedding happening here. I can’t marry you, Jamal. The wedding is off!”

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